When things does not work, no matter how hard you try, let shits go. And wait, something nice might appear on the path, but I just expect shits outa of mine head or inside of it even if something nice is going on…
So after so much time spent in unhappiness and suffering I am going to France, thinking that it will be better because I will have time to sleep and rearly wake up in cosiness of my soul, just my dream was to be in the arms of one man.
From many reason we can not maintain relationship, meeting or so and hurts a bunch. Or simply makes me mad one day, another sad, floating with a music like lost soul in the cage because a world I wanna meet is wild place to be.
Perhaps I just miss that guy and worst of all is knowing that we can not be together.
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